day 2. lots to go.

well, here is day 2 of knowing that i'm pregnant. the hardest part so far? not telling anyone other than family! i'm dying to tell people, at least my close friends. but i should probably wait until i've at least had it confirmed with the dr.

just started to realize how much we will be starting from scratch again. we got rid of everything, practically - the crib, bouncy chairs, 90% of the baby clothes, etc etc. i don't think i even own a single burping blanket anymore. well, maybe i'll get lucky and someone will throw me a babyshower! i'm trying to contain my immediate urge to go shop shop shop! i have been looking for maternity clothes already, as i just know that the ole' tummy is going to pop out any second. in fact, my pants have been fitting tighter this week. i'm totally not joking. i remember when i was pregnant with lili, people knew it after just a few months.

i'm feeling pretty good. yesterday was rough, i was really tired and nauseous. partially from no sleep and lots of freaking out. now that i've had some time to get used to the idea (actually, the idea is not the problem. it's the reality that threw me for a loop), i'm feeling much better today.

i'm really counting on time to go quickly. with the first baby, time is stupid-slow. the second baby - honestly, i don't remember being pregnant with Lili at all! hopefully the third will be the same-ish. not too fast - this is the last time i will be pregnant, so i'm hoping to enjoy it at least a little.


all right. let's see how long i can keep this secret. i'm guessing... not long at all. i'm terrible!