17w/5d

u/s is on monday, starting to freak out a little.

ian is working, so i'm going by myself... which kind of sucks but on the other hand, i'm looking forward to the time alone! it doesn't happen that often!

i am not feeling lots of movement these days, and i can't remember how much i was feeling with the other two at u/s time. i'm pretty sure that i was a full 20 weeks before the u/s with cohen and lili... this time around i will be only 18w 3d. i'm almost tempted to reschedule for the week after x-mas so that there is a better chance of finding out the sex. however... ah, whatever, i'll just pay for a private u/s if i have to.

i'm huge now. i wish my body did pregnancy more gracefully. (bad sentance). instead, i look like a giant ball - big round butt and big(ger) round tummy LOL. oh well. i can't even imagine how much bigger i'll get - i knew i'd show earlier for #3 but i had no clue.

otherwise... things are good. i haven't had my glucose test yet (i have to do it tomorrow or i'm out of luck before my next Dr appointment). i really, really hope it's normal because i can't imagine trying to fit in sessions at the GD clinic on top of everything else. fingers crossed!

ok, that's all, nothing much new in baby-land. hopefully we'll have some good news monday. my dr appointment is next Thurs so i'm really hoping that all is normal. i keep reading about all of these pregnant women who have genetic testing done and it comes back "high risk" or whatever... we chose not to have any done as it wouldn't change anything for us prior to the birth but i am nervous.